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Reflection: Never forget the value in what you lost.

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Happy Monday, So, I just got off of the phone with a friend. I hadn't spoken to anyone since maybe last Thursday. Via text anyway. As we were talking, she we joked about "waiting' for Mr. (whatever you want to call him to fill the empty space) to come. She then asks me about a guy i'd been conversing with and if i'd had a chance to link up and go on a date with him yet. I told her that he and I hadn't spoken for 2 days, and I actually was ok with it. I don't really feel a spark, I expressed. But, do I even know what a spark feels like? Really. How the heck does a spark feel? As I pondered on if I even knew how that was supposed to feel. I thought about the spark igniting a happy feeling, as it should, right? But then, I thought, I first need to be happy with me before I go looking for that. So I wondered, when was the last time I was really happy...with just me...? I need to fall back in love with me to experience that. While i'm thinking all ...
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One of my favorite, what I consider sort of off the beaten path, artist is PK Morton. I discovered him early last year after his video popped up as I was listening to music on Youtube. The song that drew me in and that turned me into a fan (well, maybe also the "How Deep is Your Love" BeeGee's cover with he and Yebba), was "First Began". It is a song of love. Simply. That love that one experiences when they are first growing in the emotion. The love and connection that makes you randomly smile; get butterflies when you look at your partner or when they do something  for you. The love that gives you comfort and appreciation and makes you want to give your partner everything you possibly can. Yea, that love. Sometimes we fall off that path in a relationship and desire and have to work to go back to where it all began. Luckily for some, they are able to find their way back, yet, for others the road is just too dim to find the direction back home. When deciding ...