Reflection: Never forget the value in what you lost.
Happy Monday, So, I just got off of the phone with a friend. I hadn't spoken to anyone since maybe last Thursday. Via text anyway. As we were talking, she we joked about "waiting' for Mr. (whatever you want to call him to fill the empty space) to come. She then asks me about a guy i'd been conversing with and if i'd had a chance to link up and go on a date with him yet. I told her that he and I hadn't spoken for 2 days, and I actually was ok with it. I don't really feel a spark, I expressed. But, do I even know what a spark feels like? Really. How the heck does a spark feel? As I pondered on if I even knew how that was supposed to feel. I thought about the spark igniting a happy feeling, as it should, right? But then, I thought, I first need to be happy with me before I go looking for that. So I wondered, when was the last time I was really happy...with just me...? I need to fall back in love with me to experience that. While i'm thinking all ...