One of my favorite, what I consider sort of off the beaten path, artist is PK Morton. I discovered him early last year after his video popped up as I was listening to music on Youtube. The song that drew me in and that turned me into a fan (well, maybe also the "How Deep is Your Love" BeeGee's cover with he and Yebba), was "First Began". It is a song of love. Simply. That love that one experiences when they are first growing in the emotion. The love and connection that makes you randomly smile; get butterflies when you look at your partner or when they do something for you. The love that gives you comfort and appreciation and makes you want to give your partner everything you possibly can. Yea, that love. Sometimes we fall off that path in a relationship and desire and have to work to go back to where it all began. Luckily for some, they are able to find their way back, yet, for others the road is just too dim to find the direction back home.
When deciding what my first post would be that song came to mind. I am that person, involved with someone, who was on the same road as me, but the road was too dim for us to find our way back home. We couldn't even work together to look up and maybe find that star that would shine down and lead the way. So separately, we detoured and hat is where it ended.
Aside from the beautiful love that we once shared, that conjured feelings and connection to this song, there were many tumultuous times that lead us to the road of destruction anyway. Someone else showed up. No, not another person, per say (which, there were several women) but someone who was the same height and weight as my fiance. This person, also had the same eye color, tone of voice and laugh as my fiance - yet, with an element of sinister. It was like my fiance's shadow person showed up, took over and never left.
As I introduce you to this blog, I'd like for you to know that this is not a bashing session. This purpose is not for me to have a place to come in and relish in the sordid details of what I experienced. But, yet, a place for healing, growing and helping others, making them aware by speaking on and analyzing the events that lead me to the lowest place i'd ever been in, in my life...EVER! And how I'm working to get back to, family, love, life and a greater me.
So, I hope you tag along and share and grow with me.
Thanks for reading and please stay tuned. :-)
Aside from the beautiful love that we once shared, that conjured feelings and connection to this song, there were many tumultuous times that lead us to the road of destruction anyway. Someone else showed up. No, not another person, per say (which, there were several women) but someone who was the same height and weight as my fiance. This person, also had the same eye color, tone of voice and laugh as my fiance - yet, with an element of sinister. It was like my fiance's shadow person showed up, took over and never left.
As I introduce you to this blog, I'd like for you to know that this is not a bashing session. This purpose is not for me to have a place to come in and relish in the sordid details of what I experienced. But, yet, a place for healing, growing and helping others, making them aware by speaking on and analyzing the events that lead me to the lowest place i'd ever been in, in my life...EVER! And how I'm working to get back to, family, love, life and a greater me.
So, I hope you tag along and share and grow with me.
Thanks for reading and please stay tuned. :-)
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